When you experience your real-self with spirit guide-gurumaa you can realize that in nature, air, sun in everything there is the presence of god. In meditative way you feel this body is also moving with god, you feel which you are saying your mind, now turned and you can feel the universe mind. Saint says this transformed mind -Radha and supreme consciousness is -Krishna. In Janmashtami festival we always worship Radha and Krishna, temples are decorated and some places also celebrate Krishna -Leela but in this day when we are with Anandmurti gurumaa we feel the omnipresent Krishna. In a form of body decorated Krishna we can see in a ashram- garden. There was Geeta- Gyana- Yagya for seven days. First two chapters of Bhagavad-Gita were explained by gurumaa. In these seven days, the atmosphere became more meditative when raining happen, at time listening arti, feeling the god- presence, bowing head we involve in trance- dance with nature. This high level experience one cannot understand from brain but when you start to feeling god you can realize the energy.
Living in society in detachment way we can feel easily that which we are looking that create more illusion in our life but saint nature is different if you have passion in spirituality you can feel the giving nature of saint, you can easily involve in spiritual-experiences perhaps you have not ability to recognize saint but with getting experiences of spirituality you can bowed near every saint. Anytime you can do a experiment in ashram.
You have to sit in a room for some days, one person give you meal in your room because you are energy but you are wasting your energy, in this way you collect energy, you can meditate from close eyes, close ears and from silence, gurumaa guidance and the atmosphere of ashram turned your energy .This experiment can raise your energy from which you realize body, mind are illusions and you are different, your real self is different and powerful. God, Gurumaa and everyone real-self is one so there is need of gurumaa guided meditation from which you are not far away from god one person says how transformation happen? I say it will be occurred if you are taking steps in meditation.
There are some sutras for meditation - To raise the energy there is need of silence, select a room listen gurumaa-cds, videos etc. Watch your thoughts, use new cds yognidra you feel relaxed, sometimes come in ashram do some activities of sewa, sit silently in ashram garden or near lake or temples in starting your practice is compulsory, these simple practice prepare you and your out-flowing energy turned and when you see gurumaa your eyes will close and you feel now your energy has raised but you can disturbed to see your own mind because you can see there is too much noise in you. Watch in detachment way every coming thoughts, then you feel the raising energy which can transformed you. Near Spirit guide gurumaa, in every discourse you feel new meditational-experiences and when you return home there are need of some practice, your practice make you perfect and pure. Slowly you find that Guru is near you and guiding you in your every step.
Spiritguide Gurumaa presence , meditational-techniques and your thirst of spirituality transform you .although in every spiritual-book has written everything of spirituality but without Guru self-realization is too difficult, living with enlightened one sometimes we cannot understand in starting when gurumaa says live silence for five days, we cannot think that it will be benefit for meditation, we just take it that silence is the rule of ashram but after meditating sometimes we realize in silent way there is always new experiences happen, I mostly find myself in trance condition ,less eating habits and new meditational-way because we trust in gurumaa whenever we feel our mind is not trusting, to develop ourselves.
We live in more silence because we are attached in body and we are in the habit of living in this attachment when we progress in meditation with Anandmurti Gurumaa we feel there is more need to join spiritual-discourses of gurumaa in which we realize the real meditative state of a person, being every moment meditative- we cannot realize this time but some meditational experiences with spiritguide Gurumaa connect us with divine joy.
