Practical spirituality of yourself near Gurumaa - Part One
Being spiritual in every step of your life is very-very difficult task with the help of real master you can be able otherwise all life waste for those mortal things in which we spend many lives and the wheel never ends. When you start at home you can feel some difficulties but when you search your own way it becomes easy when i start meditation in morning i used to go park i sit and start breathe meditation a lady meet me saying you are not doing well i said yes i have just start and she tell me the right way and began to talk too much. I can not sit in silence then leave morning medi and start in evening another talkative talk me too much and when i want to upstairs in my 11 floor a lady point out me, how bad she is? She never asks us how you are. I think what will I do, gurumaa instruction and meditation is compulsory for me and i do not want to waste my time then i start to get up early in the morning being fresh start the meditation at home and whenever get time sit in silent way nobody feel disturbed because i am doing every work properly then now seeing TV, doing every work i can be meditative although there is need of more practice but now everyone feel how i can live so calm in my difficult situations.
Closing our eyes, connecting our real self what happen? The door will open of our own mind seeing our mind we can escape ourself from many problems even can destroy the seed of problems. A young person says what happen when you see gurumaa she close her eyes and you also. I say with gurumaa I am seeing my own mind and you can also see your own mind in this way. He says i want only money I tell him those persons, Having lot of money and they are not happy then he start meditation, after sometime his friend say- is it your age for meditation? And he leaves the meditation.
If you are not determined every one and every condition can stopped you. All depend on you. You always keep conditions if i get so i will be happy do you dont want, living in any condition you can be smile there is the Q Are you think you are living happily. I think all will say the series of pain everyone think that i have get sorrows in my life and everyone is happy in the world and everyone think lot of money makes us happy but money can give you more enjoyment and more facilities of body but problems can come in your life in many ways In the same way Buddha says there is sorrow in the world and there are also reason of sorrows .but you are seeing outlook and saying because of that-that persons i am unhappy in life. Fact, you are unhappy because of your desires and if your desires now. Fill up you create new desires you never find in your life that you are complete happy person and it becomes your nature by showing costly clothes. You show yourself happy but not real are happy now you are expert in deceiving yourself. Meditation breaks our all illusions.
We should accept that we are not complete so we are unhappy. Seeing others we are not able to feel God in every person when we worship we say verse of durgasaptshati in Sanskrit-- ya Devi sarvbhutashu. Shakti rupan sansthita. Namah tasyai namah tasyai namo namah. We always see others in this way that some are bad and some good persons in the world because we feel so but when we do meditation then everything changed you can do namaskar to everyone because of that persons who are giving you stress you are being more creative. You can do namaskar from heart. Sometimes you find that you have to face a person like Duryodhan in bhagvadgeeta.
We should remember the karmayudha of geeta choosing the right way you can face every challenge of life because your reality is that you are satchid anand roop. In Gurumaa Ashram Aarti is Shivo-aham means I am shiv This AARTI awoke us too much worshiping Shiv, Ram, Gurumaa. Realize your real- self you can stun to see all this. Meditative way you find inner bliss.
Before you said today, I worship God but now you silently feeling the rays of God when you have not meet Gurumaa you think many times that God live on earth or heaven but Now you feel God is near you now you want to do meditation tech, anyway you join meditation you find the way and now you know very well that you are on right path where your spirituality has start finding guru blessing you are practicing because you want to practice.
