You can be meditative here and you can solve the every problem of your life with Meditation. From childhood I learnt to be soft and humble to everyone but when anyone uses harsh words how I react? I cannot understand in my life. I see a saint when any one abuse him too much he says as God wish and he left there smiling then I was thinking can I react in this way? Never. In Ashram I learnt whenever you are in this situation just silently Meditate because these words awaken you too much sometimes Guru also use this type of words and when we think about those words we can search the real way of life. here no one use coconut for worship of Gurumaa but when you hear the coconut like words you became more conscious for Meditation .Be practical about Meditation .See in your life -are you feeling the effects of Meditation?
The main effects of Meditation are----------1 Sanskaras are melting 2 You are not feeling stress in daily routine. 3 You are feeling joy in doing your duties? 4 Your monkey- mind is not chattering too much 5 You are not wasting your time in remembering of past and planning of future These four effects you feel in Meditation but mostly fifth is not possible remembering the past events and planning for tomorrow is the part of our life how one can escape? For me when I see any future problem is arising in my mind and start to see mind by Meditation and I see the problem is solved easily which I cannot solve in thinking so for me Meditation is compulsary.
In June Month Gurumaa has talked about Geeta-Gyana. I have read Geeta too many times but cannot realize the real meaning of every verse. In Gurumaa voice I hear Geeta and understanding the various steps of spirituality. Gurumaa scold everyone because there was not any people like Arjun .we are trying to understand Bhagavad-Gita but now I like meditation more than Geeta. In first shivir everyone write in paper what he have learnt in Geeta one day I have not written note so I have to sit outside the hall but I was very happy there because in the hall Gurumaa is teaching Geeta and outside I am in meditation easily . With meditation techniques there were too many experiences that I cannot imagine in dreams. So I am always thankful to Gurumaa.
Guru way is like mirror you can see yourself that you are not living in Yoga way, you are not equal in every condition, you are not karmyogi because we cannot escape ourselves from Prakriti (Maya) so sit silently near the lotus feet of Gurumaa because Guru-kripa is amazing so people try many ways to make their Guru happy but I have practise to do my duties but I cannot make happy to guru. I think Guru is the happiest person in world I have nothing from which Guru can be happy so until Guru-pooja. I can make sankalp for meditation but what to do? I cannot determined in my resolution so I am praying Guru make in me a sankalp from which I always determined for Meditation because Meditation happen in my life by the grace of Guru because I have seen teachers but Guru capacity I cannot imagine because Gurumaa says just be in prayer seeing a flower or child or nature but sitting many times in Gurumaa- Satsang it happens me naturally and now I can see myself Meditative just sitting silently and it is a miraculous event for me and I realize that lotus feet of Gurumaa has entered in our life .In starting I go to Sidh -Ashram and try to know how to worship lotus feet of Guru and I worship there copper made guru-feet, they say me wash with milk, curd, honey etc but now we have living lotus feet of gurumaa. Now gurumaa has opened the secret that Gyana is the lotus feet of Gurumaa and you are beyond body, and mind when you can do every work in meditation then you are worshipping the lotus feet of Gurumaa in real way this is the only way to end of all problems .Jai Gurudev.
